That is about the state of my mind right now. Spinning. Wondering what I have gotten myself into. But trusting that the decision I made was the right one. So today I signed a contract with the understanding that I may very well break this contract come December if this full time teacher and full time student thing just doesn't work out. The moment I signed the papers a sinking feeling overwhelmed me and I seriouly considered ripping them up, but alas, self-control took over and I told my heart to simply trust that this is the way God has led. And if He leads me to it, He will lead me through it. It may not be pretty, but it will bring Him glory in some unforeseen way and for that I praise Him.

So after a lovely evening in the library, I need to get home and to bed. Thanks for your many prayers...there are still issues to be dealt with...but again, God is sovereign and they will work out. Things always do in some way. :)