It seems that what I have been looking forward to since I graduated from Iowa in 2000 is finally upon me...and finds me a little hesitant this afternoon. I guess it's a normal thing to experience all these doubts flying through my mind at what I am about to venture off to do. Even though I know it is the right thing, which, by God's grace, is what keeps me moving foward. I wouldn't want my life any other way than to follow where ever God leads me...I think times like now, when I am getting ready to uproot again, I just sort of wish He's lead me somewhere where I can grow roots and stay. But as of now, that's not where He has me, and may never have me. I guess it just keeps me on my toes, depending on Him all the more. But despite all the thoughts and emotions I'm having today (yes, I know I over think things and am over emotional sometimes!), I am looking forward to this adventure, I just have to get past the goodbyes and get on my way. So, dependence is the word for the day. Depending on God to carry me through and lead me where He wants me.

...Later...
So it's funny how God answers prayers that we don't even pray. All today I was dreading my move to SC bc I don't know anyone there and I just, well, I'm just being a girl, I suppose some would say. :) Anyhow, after I sent out an email, a very dear friend of mine from Dakar wrote me back and said that her and her family are still in the Columbia area raising more support until Dec/Jan...so whereas its not the "roots" I wanted, its good enough for me! So I will get to spend some time with their family before they head back to Dakar...I love just having a family so near by that I will be able to hang out with for awhile while I make this next transition (and of course my cousin who is also not so far away). Ok, I know it already, but times like these just make it more clear--God is soooo good.