Have you ever felt that maybe you made a mistake. But deep down you know you haven't? Have you ever knew where you were going and then you didn't? Have you ever felt aimless in life? Maybe its just the lull in the day. Maybe its just this transition that I'm preparing for. Maybe its a lot of things. Bethany Dillon has become one of my recent favorite singers. This song is a bit melancholy...but some days, I get in a funk and feel this way. God is always enough. Always. Some days I just get a little blue and wonder about my life. I know God has it under control...but I guess its just a bit of a blue day. Its all good. Tomorrow is a new day, full of new possibilities and new adventures. This is not our home...and blue days make me long all the more for my real Home. I leave you with the words to the song "Aimless" by Bethany Dillon:

The curtain falls, down she goes
So long worth
All the applause seems beautiful
It’s got a hold on her
She whispers, “I’ll go home”
And then she’s reminded
That she doesn’t know where that is

Thought she belonged
But she knows she don’t
Thought she had love
But it is not enough
The pain inside is speaking to her
How could she feel like this
So aimless

His glass falls
Breaks into a thousand pieces
Spilling out all he’s tried to hide
“I only wanted to be strong, to be brave
But it’s driven everyone away”

Thought he belonged
But he knows he don’t
Thought he had love
But it is not enough
The pain inside is speaking to him
How could he feel like this
So aimless

I’ve been him, and I’ve been her
Covered up under the dirt
I want to get out
I want to be free
And know where I’m going

Thought I belonged
But I know I don’t
Thought I had love
But it is not enough
An aching inside speaking to me
How could I feel like this
So aimless

They’ve always known this wasn’t home
I’ve always known this wasn’t home