"But I still dream of tomorrow
Where the past will not be in my way
And passion lives another day"

--"Perhaps She'll Wait" by Bebo Norman

There are so many memories here. Many of which are sweet. But many of which I wish I could erase from my mind with the pain that they bring. But I will dream of tomorrow...where I will be in a new chapter of life and the past will not be in my way with each place I look. I know that we cannot escape our past...we cannot run from it...it is part of who we are and God makes beautiful scars from it. But I long to be in a place where it does not stare me in the face and I can heal and again live passionately as I love to do. However, at the same time, I long to fully enjoy my time left here. Eight more weeks. That's it. Thank God for His strength and love that overwhelms in the places that hurt the most. He is beautiful and makes us beautiful.